It’s tuesday night, got nothing to do except get ready for the hell awaiting me tomorrow, got 12 cans of Rip-It and my all Slipknot mix tape…let’s do this!
I at least was able to say good bye, though I don’t think she can really leave my mind. I didn’t want to say good bye. I wish she could stay here and I could see her smile and hear her voice and finally tell her how I feel. Just six months, hope I can be what she deserves when she returns
I may be a little homesick, and irritated that everyone else’s lives are falling so perfectly in place, that I have been relegated to the forgotten attic of my “friends” history, that everything seems so far, that what I desire may be out of my reach yet. Just maybe…
I’m beginning to think if doing this whole recruiter’s assistance/leave thing was such a good idea. Just from walking around today, and talking to my “friends” everyone has their own lives now, I guess 4 months was a long time in a way. Couples were formed, jobs taken, and classes have consumed many of my friends, so much so I almost don’t feel like going out or see no reason to. Should have just taken my happy ass to Whiteman AFB
Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool or a coward, whoever can’t take care of himself without it is both, for a wounded man shall say to his assailant “if I live I will kill you, if I die you are forgiven such is the rule of honor “
Funny how some of the people you thought you knew and said they would miss you or talk to you as soon as you would get the chance just turn coat at the first sight of your departure. In a way good riddance! Can’t wait a little bit before you take me off your radar douchebags? Fine I’ll just pass the time with my camouflage wearing family and BTW this whole time I’m giving all you traitorous pricks back home the bird…peace homies
Well it was a good run tumblr, but this is going to be my last post for a LONG time. I’ll just let this do the talking